Your crazy Smile....... Is enough to make me realise that my tired day with the housework, cooking, laundry and running after the children was not worth it....
Your dis-approval....... Is enough to make me proceed with my decision no matter what you/others may say
Your discouragement........ Is enough to make me pursue my dreams even if you/others think they are silly or impossible
Your mis-Understanding....... Is enough to make me cry with pain
Your demoralising...... Is enough to make me feel confident to warrant such command
Your wicked Laughter....... Is enough to increase my anger and frustrations
Your deadly Silence....... Is enough to make me feel your senseless presence in my surrounding
Your nasty Look in my direction....... Is enough to make me feel frightened and intimidated
Your emotionless Hug....... Is enough to keep me even colder in the coldest of weathers
Your harshness.......... Is enough to make me feel scared
Your poking Touch............. Is enough to make me feel that I am the most in-attractive woman
Your non-Devotion to Allah........ Is enough to make me feel grateful and blessed That He has decreed you to be my husband, my leader, my provider, my shield, cos i have been through hell on earth for which i will be rewarded heaven for my tolerance, patient, calmness and thankfulness.
(In any case if it is decreed that i should remain married with this person for ever, i am still grateful to Allah, the Exalted, for my existence and for guiding me to Islam....Subhanal-llah, Walhamdu-lillah, Wala-ilaha-illal-lah, Wallahu-Akbar. La Haola Wala Quwata Illa Billah)
Your crazy Smile.......
Is enough to make me realise that my tired day with the housework, cooking, laundry and running after the children was not worth it....
Your dis-approval.......
Is enough to make me proceed with my decision no matter what you/others may say
Your discouragement........
Is enough to make me pursue my dreams even if you/others think they are silly or impossible
Your mis-Understanding.......
Is enough to make me cry with pain
Your demoralising......
Is enough to make me feel confident to warrant such command
Your wicked Laughter.......
Is enough to increase my anger and frustrations
Your deadly Silence.......
Is enough to make me feel your senseless presence in my surrounding
Your nasty Look in my direction.......
Is enough to make me feel frightened and intimidated
Your emotionless Hug.......
Is enough to keep me even colder in the coldest of weathers
Your harshness..........
Is enough to make me feel scared
Your poking Touch.............
Is enough to make me feel that I am the most in-attractive woman
Your non-Devotion to Allah........
Is enough to make me feel grateful and blessed
That He has decreed you to be my husband, my leader, my provider, my shield, cos i have been through hell on earth for which i will be rewarded heaven for my tolerance, patient, calmness and thankfulness.
(In any case if it is decreed that i should remain married with this person for ever, i am still grateful to Allah, the Exalted, for my existence and for guiding me to Islam....Subhanal-llah, Walhamdu-lillah, Wala-ilaha-illal-lah, Wallahu-Akbar. La Haola Wala Quwata Illa Billah)