geldingforyou I can certainly say you've got loads of thawabs today just for making me laugh. I really feel for you and apart from the whole suicide thing I think I've had the same thoughts.
I mean is it me or¿¿is being a divorced woman such a horrible thing to be. I've been seperated from my X and now offically divorced for 4 and a 1/2yrs. Its been hard for me (looking after a child on your own for 4yrs isnt¿ easy work) but I think alhamdullilahi I've managed well and all in all largely due to my faith I think I've managed to come through.
Enter mother who feels that the answer to all my prayers is another husband. Now I agree that I do miss having someone to love and be a friend to me in day to day life but the whole once bitten twice shy thing really holds true¿for me.
I was fine (honest!!!) but now its all getting a bit depressing as It seems to me that when guys see you are divorced they either
1think you have this super dupper experience which they can have (trust me I really don't have this magical experience)
2or they wonder what horrid acts you could have done to "make" your husband leave you.
Either way you're pretty much doomed. I¿wonder should I ¿go back to my "happy" existence of concerntrating on my child and raising her in a good enviroment and just forget the whole dream of being with someone whom you can grow to love.
Love doesn't exist anyway does it?
I think I've almost given up finding
a relationship, mostly due to my
circumstances. One suggested that
I look for only older women who
have already had all the children
they want, another suggested that
suicide is a good option for me.
Sorry, I've already resigned myself
that the second option is not a good
solution. I will simply continue to
look and put a smile on my face.